At 44 on oxygen, because of drugs

If you are an addict, you will do anything for your next fix, and I mean anything, you will beg, borrow, and steal, the main thing to remember is if they don't won't help, you can not help them. I just stopped, no rehab, I just knew it was killing me, that's why I tell people now this zipper [scar] going down the middle of my chest, it's my fault, all the drugs alcohol, this is the results of a so called good time, triple bypass at the age of 44, now I live my life on oxygen, and it's hard to even take a shower.